Hi again

Thu, 16 Aug 2012 11:30:50 +0100

Hi again yall. i realize i have no clue how anyone can comment on here! omg! if you find out how, GREAT JOB! XD. I didn't write much, but thats mostly laziness, but i did write some on a new idea! :P i get those way to often >.< ive got a pile of ideas waiting for me for when i finally finish this dang book! see, im working on a book that will be about 5 different couples who have their own stories, then band together in the last story to fight the evil guy who is responsible for all the stuff they have gone through. do you have any clue how freaking HARD it is to write that kinda story?! let me tell you, it SUCKS!!! if i can help it i will never EVER do it again. ill just write lil stories and group them together that are vaguely connected >.<. ugh, so much stuff in my head, sometimes i feel like its either going to explode on me, or im going to turn into one of those crazy people who pins stuff to their wall with string connecting everything >.< i hope it doesnt come to that, all the wall in the house are full of pictures of long dead relatives... ugh, soo hard to remember their names. have u ever had that problem? where you desperately try to remember stuff like names, dates, stuff that you should find important, and yet forget it like instantly, but stuff you have NO use for sticks like glue? if not, then pity me! i have a big problem with it.
its official, i like dogs WAY more than i like cats. dogs are happier to see me, they are sweet, and they dont do their jobs in nasty damn litter boxes! i HATE the litter box!!!!! ugh! i know i complain a lot, but it helps keep me sane, and if you knew me u would know i need all the help i can get :P.
ever have it where ppl are having a conversation in the same room as you, and you have nothing to do with the convo, but somehow you manage to come up and someone insults you with a smile on their face like its no big deal? if so, i feel your pain, i had that happen a few times today. "maybe if she got up earlier." "shes sweet, but lazy as can be." etc. i mean, ok, i know i have big flaws, but couldnt they at least do that when im not around? its not like i dont have a voice inside my own head constantly putting me down, i would kinda not like to hear it out loud too ~sigh~ as much as i complain about them, i really do love them a whole lot. and if my dad wouldn't insult me all the time i would love talking with him a lot more cuz we enjoy a lot of the same things. thing is, that now, even if he doesnt end up lecturing/insulting me in some way during a convo, im always tense wondering if he will! can we say no fun? and considering i dont really have a real life outside my parents, i would like to enjoy them more v.v mom usually lays off me, hence why i love talking with her a whole hell of a lot more.
Bugs hate my mom, and i hate bugs. the only person who is not hated by bug and is ok with them is my dad. he thinks we are weird, when he thinks those Cascades are CUTE! hello! its a creepy bug, not cute. so if you want to stay on my good side, do not bring bugs near me unless they are like butterflies or ladybugs. but my poor mom was mowing part of the yard, and ended up getting stung 3 time by hornets, my dad mowed same area, nothing. hornets rlly hate my mom, and mosquitoes love her. totally sucks for her!
ok, am i the only 1 who is like totally a vampire when it comes to the sun? it like totally burns and hurts me rlly fast, so i avoid it, is anyone else like that or is that my body being weird again? oh well lol
well, i better go, things to do, sleep to be had :P ttyl

First ever blog post!

Wed, 15 Aug 2012 11:43:05 +0100

Well, I'm going to use this as a kind of diary. I've never followed a blog or anything, so idk how most do it, but this is how I'm going to. on here i go by Dema Sakka, it's going to be my pen name! I'm trying my best to write some stories that i hope will be made into a book! Honestly, i kinda have to write or i end up a wreck cuz of my imagination wont leave me the heck alone! it works out though, see, my health kinda sucks, so this is a career that even i can go after. I dont know how good i really am though.. you see i am totally one of those authors that has no idea how good they really are, only what their friends tell them. My friends seem to like it, and i think i am getting better as i go, practice makes perfect they say :P. but anyways, i talk big, but i have a hard time motivating myself, or staying on track, it seems like im always getting distracted by IMVU, Manga, Anime, TV, Parents, and just about anything else that can distract a person! V.V i wonder if I'm the only one like that, the way my parents talk it would seem that way.
Hey, ever get the feeling your parents think your a complete looser and just wont say it out right? yea, i do, really, its like "that was the plan for you, but you didnt want to go to college." "if you went to college, lost weight, would hurry up, would do this or that, your life would be better." "if you went out in the sun more it would be better for you." "Mom, what do you think of me?" "Your sweet and nice." yea, i know i know, i sound paranoid, but i think that happens after so many lectures and disappointed looks. hell i cant even talk to my dad without getting some sort of lecture anymore! i actually AVOID talking to the man! hence why mom has become my favorite! ;)
Well, besides that stuff im pretty ok, im a total night owl :P and i just tried writing tonight, tho i didnt get that far <.< >.> shh dont tell ;P. tho i did come up with a new story idea, im think a unicorn man, thoughts? lol if anyone ever reads this, tell me what you think XD oh and maybe draw one :P anyhoo its fun.
i kind of hope someone comments on here, doubt anyone will tho, i dont think anyone has come to see my site at all anyway. Well, if you support new writers, or want support of your own, COMMENT! XD lol gl&hf :P